Behind all that smiles

For the first time in my life,

I stalked my mum on facebook
I guess I was really too bored with work

Couldnt find much from my dad's profile then clicked into mum's.
Seeing the pictures of her with her students, I finally could visualise the life she was describing during xmas.

Was it because I wasnt interested in knowing her life at all?
I admire her.
Always have, she never stops following her dreams. She always make sure everything is okay with every single one of us in the family. The one bothers to forward lots of what i would call junk mail to spam our inbox of information of healthy diet etc etc

She would ensure dad got perfect ironed shirt for his work,
She concerns about us more than herself.

Perhaps, she thought about us, more than I do.
Perhaps, she stalked me on facebook more than I do
I think I should stalk her more

Dad, oh dad, you always asleep when it comes to skype time. and you always call when I am out!
As I clicked through the pictures, it came to one when he was really young.
I smiled, he was even more handsome than Benson.

How much have you been through dad, reaching the age now
all that hard-work just for us, for Benson and Me.

How much have you two been through, behind all that smiles in the pictures
Would anyone notice, appreciate?

Finally, I clicked Benson's profile.
Seems like he is living a happy life, smiling a lot, being with all the brothers and sisters from SOC Church
You have indeed grown
We both have.

My dear Dai Lo,

I know you have been through a lot too, through all the up and down
You never had enough quality time with mum and dad
They were too young at the time, having to work so hard to keep things going
You have been the tough one gor.
When I have asthma, you were the one sprinting out to get me inhaler
When I for the first time broke down in front of you, you wiped my tears away
Behind all smiley faces, how much have you been through?
I knew it, when I read your testimony
Your life has changed ever since

You changed mine
Mum and Dad changed mine

God brought us together, though we grew up in separate countries
You are my only one brother

Whatever decision you make
I will support you because I know
your faith makes you who you are now

Not that poker face you used to have
But a smiley one :)

From Long K