Galatians 5:13-25

		弟 兄 們 、 你 們 蒙 召 、 是 要 得 自 由 ． 只 是 不 可 將 你 們 的 自 由 當 作 放 縱 情 慾 的 機 會 ． 總 要 用 愛 心 互 相 服 事 。
		因 為 全 律 法 都 包 在 愛 人 如 己 這 一 句 話 之 內 了 。
		你 們 要 謹 慎 ． 若 相 咬 相 吞 、 只 怕 要 彼 此 消 滅 了 。
		我 說 、 你 們 當 順 著 聖 靈 而 行 、 就 不 放 縱 肉 體 的 情 慾 了 。
		因 為 情 慾 和 聖 靈 相 爭 、 聖 靈 和 情 慾 相 爭 ． 這 兩 個 是 彼 此 相 敵 、 使 你 們 不 能 作 所 願 意 作 的 。
		但 你 們 若 被 聖 靈 引 導 、 就 不 在 律 法 以 下 。
		情 慾 的 事 、 都 是 顯 而 易 見 的 ． 就 如 姦 淫 、 污 穢 、 邪 蕩 、
		拜 偶 像 、 邪 術 、 仇 恨 、 爭 競 、 忌 恨 、 惱 怒 、 結 黨 、 紛 爭 、 異 端 、
		嫉 妒 、  醉 酒 、 荒 宴 等 類 、 我 從 前 告 訴 你 們 、 現 在 又 告 訴 你 們 、 行 這 樣 事 的 人 、 必 不 能 承 受 　 神 的 國
		聖 靈 所 結 的 果 子 、 就 是 仁 愛 、 喜 樂 、 和 平 、 忍 耐 、 恩 慈 、 良 善 、 信 實 、
		溫 柔 、 節 制 ． 這 樣 的 事 、 沒 有 律 法 禁 止 。
		凡 屬 基 督 耶 穌 的 人 、 是 已 經 把 肉 體 、 連 肉 體 的 邪 情 私 慾 、 同 釘 在 十 字 架 上 了 。
		我 們 若 是 靠 聖 靈 得 生 、 就 當 靠 聖 靈 行 事 。
		不 要 貪 圖 虛 名 、 彼 此 惹 氣 、 互 相 嫉 妒 。

Romans

8:37		然 而 靠 著 愛 我 們 的 主 、 在 這 一 切 的 事 上 、 已 經 得 勝 有 餘 了 。
8:38		因 為 我 深 信 無 論 是 死 、 是 生 、 是 天 使 、 是 掌 權 的 、 是 有 能 的 、 是 現 在 的 事 、 是 將 來 的 事 、
8:39		是 高 處 的 、 是 低 處 的 、 是 別 的 受 造 之 物 、 都 不 能 叫 我 們 與 　 神 的 愛 隔 絕 ． 這 愛 是 在 我 們 的 主 基 督 耶 穌 裡 的 。

We are called to make a difference

"Being different means making a difference" Adrian said.

Yet being different means you do more than you are required to do, for that, people would see the difference in you.

Being different means you could hold on for what you believe and what you do
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DqdVMpHKORc&feature=player_embedded#at=12

When you want to be different, be prepared how people might judge you.

He made a very good point

Most of the time things didnt work out because we not holding on to it
and we give up too easily.

The most painful thing for people is that when they lose expectations in themselves

At that point, I looked at my brother

mutual understanding

has one ever thought one day they never be better or could be different?

信 － 就是所望之事的實底，是未見之事的確據




had so much fun just reading all the old stuff from Summer


I wish I could go back in time to tell myself that not to worry, because you will definitely see God's greatness behind all these.


Haha but If i really managed to tell myself at that time, then I wouldnt have the faith then :)

Benson Sin is a real cool man

:)

生命有Take 2

After being almost physically isolated from people for a week, apart from having some quiet time, 

I think that also kept me equipped for the weekend.

in EBS today, we looked at the story about Jesus and the storm

Well, this is not my first time reading this passage, but the key message was refreshing.

How do you know you are WORRIED?

What do you do when you think you are worried?

I asked myself, somehow deeply inside my heart, there are lot of things I am worried about.

And I am sure I am not the only one experiencing this kind of burden

I worry, I always worry when I think I have done something wrong and when things cannot be undone

When things I have said couldnt be taken back.

I have lost a couple of friends in my life so far

Purely based on some reasons:

Selfishness

Being Self-centered

Pride

and sometimes, it's just that person has changed and you could do NOTHING about it.

perhaps, there are challenges that really just strike you with no warning

Some foreseeing problem you might choose to ignore it

The meaning of death was mentioned today

I could hear God's voice so clearly

Death not only means physically, but relationship with people.

Yes, when I lost a friend, it's heart breaking

the connection between me and that friend is broken

ultimately, when we die, how many things you could take with you when you leave the world behind?

Today,I am not afraid, because I am in a relationship with Jesus and those I love whole-heartedly

I used to choose to walk away, or keep repeating the mistake because simply I did not want to admitt that I was wrong.

In fact, I kept walking, with worries, I knew I could have turned for help, but I didnt.

Stubborn I call it then

Within God, I know now relationship/ friendship can be re-built

and I need to praise God

I thought I would live in days of doubting people, blaming people, living in worries even though I have known you.

Like the disciples, at times, I dont feel confident.

But today you have shown me that it is possible

when you open your heart, with honesty, with love, there is courage.

The tragic Black Swan, she really could have another 2nd chance

She chose death

Her relationship with her mum, friends, teacher (even though they might not have treated her righteously)

she couldnt take anything with her when she died

this is REAL death

Eternal life simply means, a relationship with those you love and God who loves us more than anyone else in the world. Because it is the most promising love ever.

Even at times, friendship could change because people changes all the time

unpredictable

A fruitful life is God's grace. Not because I am capable, but because when everything is not in my control, I could give my life.

Everything makes sense because I believe in him

thank you, for healing our wounds

enabling me to become humble

for a very long time, today I could see your great work

my new fellowship family, my church life, the changes in myself and people around me

It's not co-incidence

haha nothing can be more light hearted than God's words, erasing all the anxious and fearful feelings 

A very long day ended wtih 

生命有Take 2 sharing.

retirement

Had a few days off completely
Alone

Sorted out applications

 Gor said "it's good for you, particularly when you dont know how to rest, you can take time to slow yourself down"

At the beginning, so not used to this "quiet life", no rush for lectures, for sorting this and that out
I realised I hadnt have one day off since so long ago.
From start of year 1, till May, then Summer job, Summer course, O-Camp, Welcoming event rehersals, summer projects, year 2 until this point

finally submitted the last coursework.

I sat in front of the PC for 10 mins, yeh all I could do is wait.

I couldnt help but I constantly trying to find activities to fill up any gap of my schedule
Afraid of being "free"

But after this week, I think I began to enjoy this temporary "retired" life
Reading books that I like
Do running for as long as I like, wonder around
and reading bible again not just before/after fellowship or sunday service.

Seeing friends again in London
and quite enjoying being a driver and housewife for my brother, it kind of feels
good :)

hehehee

laughing really gives people a lot of energy

:D

There could be so much other meaningful things to do in life

Yet, there are always people with no better business sending flirty messages around

They really like getting in to people's life when they dont have to take any responsibility of what they said and did.

Just stay away

and dont get any closer to hurt people I care dearly.

Not just London, it just happens everywhere

Back to normal again

logically speaking,

It's not my first time seeing my parents off to Hong Kong.
This is at least 20th or more time saying Goodbye

The most difficult one was in year 7, seeing the honda red car disappearing in a distance, I knew I would see them again very shortly, but that moment was always uneasy.

The second one, was probably in year 11 when I know they couldnt come to Speech day to support me. Knowing I got to be understanding, I didnt like seeing them leaving.

The most recent one, was year 1 in Uni, not so used to leaving London behind, and going to a strange place.

But then Bath became like a home
London is also my home
yeh, Hong Kong, perhaps, too.

I didnt expect this time was uneasy
it is going to be a long time before I could see them and I wonder, how much would I change by the next time we meet again.

When I left London, I miss it
When I left Bath, I miss it too

May be it does take time for one to enjoy the presence, it's certainly taking my time here


箴 言 Proverbs

4:23

你 要 切 切保 守 你 心 、 勝 過 保 守 一 切 , 因 為 一 生 的 果 效 、 是 由 心 發 出

Be a man

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women are annoying creatures

I know

it's childish to say so,

but can I be a man pls?

lui yun hoooo marn farn

On the wheels

I realised I have always been so lucky to be a passenger throughout my 20 yrs life time

Bits and pieces, mummy used to take me to school, driving 20mins from Yuen Long to Kowloon Tong.
Daddy, always picking me up/dropping me to school when he came over to London. Those days, were somehow the best quality family time I had in my life. just that few days away from boarding school every year, always left me precious memories.

Listening to my favourite music, sometimes I teased my dad for his driving skills and lack of observation.

Now sitting on the driver seat, made me feel so different. I am in control of everything.

Mum was sitting behind

Been to Bicester for so many times, finally, I made my own way there today.

Have been waited for this day for a long time

Cant wait till the moment to pick Benson up tomorrow from station after work. It was my aim ever since that accidence, to be your driver.

it's gona be such short period of time again, for 4 of us to be together.
Let me take wherever you wana go, Mum, dad, for you have done enough for me already
Then obviously, work ;) I will make sure thats happening too

finally, you two can sit comfortably (erm perhaps I do need a lot more practices so that you two wouldnt worry as much )

Today I looked at her back as she walked away. I did not realise she is so fragile, petite
May be this is ageing
It was a sour feeling arising within myself,
want to treasure these days for she could still see my face so clearly now

How frightening it is then, when I could just appear as a white big block in her eyes

That's...something I cant imagine.