On the wheels

I realised I have always been so lucky to be a passenger throughout my 20 yrs life time

Bits and pieces, mummy used to take me to school, driving 20mins from Yuen Long to Kowloon Tong.
Daddy, always picking me up/dropping me to school when he came over to London. Those days, were somehow the best quality family time I had in my life. just that few days away from boarding school every year, always left me precious memories.

Listening to my favourite music, sometimes I teased my dad for his driving skills and lack of observation.

Now sitting on the driver seat, made me feel so different. I am in control of everything.

Mum was sitting behind

Been to Bicester for so many times, finally, I made my own way there today.

Have been waited for this day for a long time

Cant wait till the moment to pick Benson up tomorrow from station after work. It was my aim ever since that accidence, to be your driver.

it's gona be such short period of time again, for 4 of us to be together.
Let me take wherever you wana go, Mum, dad, for you have done enough for me already
Then obviously, work ;) I will make sure thats happening too

finally, you two can sit comfortably (erm perhaps I do need a lot more practices so that you two wouldnt worry as much )

Today I looked at her back as she walked away. I did not realise she is so fragile, petite
May be this is ageing
It was a sour feeling arising within myself,
want to treasure these days for she could still see my face so clearly now

How frightening it is then, when I could just appear as a white big block in her eyes

That's...something I cant imagine.