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words of comfort

For a couple of days, I tried to work, to sleep to fill up a very busy time schedule so that I can switch my focus from something else.

Somehow, I began to handle all these alone and yet after all, only Your promise and your words are my comfort, my hope and my faith.

Being a Christian,

I feel so unspeakably glad that I could tell my Father in Heaven

Father, I am really exhausted.

Exhausted from being hurt, exhausted from speaking words that did not glorify you, spoke words that dishonor you.

at this time of night, being alone, in a strange city

So glad, You are with me all the time.

" Lord, how are they increased that trouble me! many are they that rise up against me.

 Many there be which say of my soul, There is no help for him in God. Selah.

But thou, O LORD, art a shield for me; my glory, and the lifter up of mine head.

I cried unto the LORD with my voice, and he heard me out of his holy hill. Selah.

I laid me down and slept; I awaked; for the LORD sustained me.

I will not be afraid of ten thousands of people, that have set themselves against me round about."

Psalms 3:3-6

at this time moment, only your words sustained me,

your words comforted me

and I can cry in your embrace.

Thank you Lord, my Father

thank you so much for teaching me a valuable lesson

Thank you for listening to my prayer

You are amazing.

I am so scared, and dare not to think my life without you.

When I am alone, I am not lonely, 

when people spoke words to hurt me

You are there to tell me, I am valuable to You.

so You sacrificed yourself for me.

and let me know at this moment, I am deeply loved by you.

even I dont speak of anything, you knew everything about me.

Once I thought you probably were the person who could really see me.

and knows what I need, and be there for me.

seems turning out

after all we couldnt do anything for each other.

when you probably used to read my heart here

I guess you have already forgotten about this

New and Old

When the new one is there

the old one get forgotten

It seems true, at least in reality.

Sometimes there are things I dont want new ones,

I dont want to worship a "new" God.
 Not new parents

perhaps new friends we are meeting in everyday life

And I never thought in the future, perhaps

a new boyfriend.

and before that,

I want a new self.