As the mp3 goes through the play list randomly, this song again came back to me.
Funny that each song seems to bring back different memories at different period of time.
Particularly, this one reminded me of last summer, watching a Japanese Drama called :
"無法坦誠相對"
It's a rather sad sorry to me even though it doesnt involve any "cancer/memory lost/dying etc"
But it's the fear and self-pride that people cannot let go of in the modern world, hence always missing out or sacrificing the beloved ones.
Last summer, I remember everytime I go to the gym, this song would always push me working very hard until I feel that I could almost faint, feeling the strong heart beats every seconds.
Today hearing this song, even though it's in Japanese, but it recalled certain scenes from the drama, and also...recalled a few scenes in the past of my life.
Suddenly couldnt help
What was I doing last summer, who I was thinking of?
How have I changed throughout this year?
When the feeling is hidden inside somewhere, I didnt feel I did anything wrong.
But seeing the other one not able to understand yourself, perhaps is a painful thing.
I pray to God, I give thanks to Him
Interesting to see the chinese translation of the lyrics, the best bit about the song, is not having to understand japanese, but experiencing the soul of it.
若只是触碰 就能保护你
那我现在就想把你拉到身边 拥入怀里
想要一直爱著你 把心意告诉你
却无法对你坦白 “...I miss you”
在空无一人的回家路上 两人走在一片宁静里
心中彷佛快要蹦出的悸动 你是否听见？
“你紧闭的双唇里 是否有著深沉的爱？”
但当你出现在眼前 我却什麼都问不出来
总是内心你占据
被你的温柔包围
却无法对你坦白“...I miss you”
在别人面前决不哭泣 决定这样活下去
可在你面前 却会胸口炙热 眼泪彷佛就要掉下来
“在你温暖的臂膀中 对我说的话是不是有什麼意义？”
在抱著的你的背上 我轻轻低语
想要一直在你身边 不想让你一个人孤孤单单
想要感受全部的温暖 I belive you
这不是发生奇迹 这是命运的牵引
被拉近的两人 从此不会再分离
想要一直看到你的笑颜
一直被你的温柔包围
却无法对你坦白
想要一直爱著你 把心意告诉你
却无法对你坦白 “...I miss you”
