A warm hearting worship experience with my BCCF group:
Many thanks to Cyrus who brought this touching song up,
Feel the very stong bond and connection, that God makes us unite through music, through brothers and sisters' love.
My prayer:
I once disapproved your love God. I wanted to lead my own way and not realising that you have led me all the way.
I used to live under a lot of constraints, family, study, friendship, past and future...
One day, I experienced what love is, when I see how my brother, bow before you. Selfless love, I know that is what I have been looking for all the way.
I believe in your everlasting love, so I
lay everything down before you now.
Forgive my arrogance, forgive my dishonesty
was once lost and I am found.
You will walk with me until the end of time
Heavenly father, through all these people, you told me what it is to be strong. You reminded me that I am loved too. This is not because of me, it is because of you Lord. You are telling me how much you love me through them. I am sorry I lost faith in you at times.
Being a Christian gives me real freedom, a true vision in how to love someone selflessly.
To me, it is not constraints. All the constraints I had, you embraced it all with your love.
So I just want to say:
"Lord, I offer my Life to you"
All that I am, all that I have
I lay them down before you O Lord
All my regrets, all my acclaim
The joy and the pain, I'm making them yours
Lord I offer my life to You
Everything I've been through
Use it for your glory
Lord I offer my days to You
Lifting my praise to You
As a pleasing sacrifice
Lord I offer You my life
Things in the past, things yet unseen
Wishes and dreams that are yet to come true
All of my hopes, all of my plans
My heart and my hands are lifted to You.
P.S: Tracy Shum, you meant a lot to me
You are a true blessing, a gift from God.
You are genuine, you are kind-hearted. My be-loved sister, we will walk together
like that day we held hands and prayed
The tears I shed was not of sorrow, but of joy and gratefulness.
I feel I am alive, for being able to experience everything we have been through together.
and learning to love, to care, to forgive.
SEEC 2011, ga yau!!!!!
P.S2: I am NOT writing chinese again cos you will surely laugh at me again ;p
2010年11月26日 星期五
2010年11月25日 星期四
Excuses and Reasons
Sometimes I get confused between "Excuses" or "Reasons"
Most of the time, I have a lot of reasons behind the decisions made.
At times, I made a lot of excuses for myself too.
If I have to describe that particular moment of the day, it would be 心力交碎
The awkwardness is uncomforting.
If I could, I wish I could swim all day long, not having to hear all those things undesirable.
Not having to see things that I dont even wana have a glance upon.
Today reminds me of one of those days, where I would probably stuck my head into the sinkful of water, cried as crazy as I wanted to and not having to feel those tears streaming down the face.
There are words I cannot express it out.
Gratefully, the joyful moment of sharing the cake with Helen and Elisabeta really had brightened up my day.
Surely, that encouraging text really meant a lot to me.
I never really expected any rewards
The worship practices also meant a lot to me today
Seeing the brothers and sisters, i could always put those feelings away, when we can focus to sing and praise God together.
In a lot of way, God, I thank you, today, for saving me, at least twice.
I am not even gona shed a drop of tear, it simply does not worth it.
Most of the time, I have a lot of reasons behind the decisions made.
At times, I made a lot of excuses for myself too.
If I have to describe that particular moment of the day, it would be 心力交碎
The awkwardness is uncomforting.
If I could, I wish I could swim all day long, not having to hear all those things undesirable.
Not having to see things that I dont even wana have a glance upon.
Today reminds me of one of those days, where I would probably stuck my head into the sinkful of water, cried as crazy as I wanted to and not having to feel those tears streaming down the face.
There are words I cannot express it out.
Gratefully, the joyful moment of sharing the cake with Helen and Elisabeta really had brightened up my day.
Surely, that encouraging text really meant a lot to me.
I never really expected any rewards
The worship practices also meant a lot to me today
Seeing the brothers and sisters, i could always put those feelings away, when we can focus to sing and praise God together.
In a lot of way, God, I thank you, today, for saving me, at least twice.
I am not even gona shed a drop of tear, it simply does not worth it.
2010年11月15日 星期一
2010年11月8日 星期一
Dedicated to my dear friend
I once thought friends are ones you hang out with, having fun with etc
But there is a difference, between a buddy and a friend.
Even though, I thought I am cold hearted at most times, I am confident in controlling my feelings.
I have been thinking about you the whole day my friend.
The word 'sorry' has cut my heart too, when I know I couldnt be physically there for you.
I should be saying sorry.
I could have stopped the pain you are going through right now but I hadnt.
My friend I hope you will stop shedding your precious tears because it's a pain not seeing you crying when I know you are
crying alone.
I am here waiting, whenever you need me, I will be here.
It's painful as I know I havent been through your pain,
It's painful when I know I couldnt physically understand how painful you are.
It's painful seeing you, being not like you.
My dear friend,
let God heal your wounds, you are holding on to your memories because you dont want to let go of it. It is hard to, you not letting go because admitt it, you love him.
Those memories were too short and sweet, and you would rather live in those memories than being in the present?
what could I possibly do, to share even just 1% of your pain?
What can I do to make you smile like an angel like you always do?
I dont want to be upset because I know you dont want to get people involved.
But allow me, my friend, because in this way I could feel I am connected to you.
But there is a difference, between a buddy and a friend.
Even though, I thought I am cold hearted at most times, I am confident in controlling my feelings.
I have been thinking about you the whole day my friend.
The word 'sorry' has cut my heart too, when I know I couldnt be physically there for you.
I should be saying sorry.
I could have stopped the pain you are going through right now but I hadnt.
My friend I hope you will stop shedding your precious tears because it's a pain not seeing you crying when I know you are
crying alone.
I am here waiting, whenever you need me, I will be here.
It's painful as I know I havent been through your pain,
It's painful when I know I couldnt physically understand how painful you are.
It's painful seeing you, being not like you.
My dear friend,
let God heal your wounds, you are holding on to your memories because you dont want to let go of it. It is hard to, you not letting go because admitt it, you love him.
Those memories were too short and sweet, and you would rather live in those memories than being in the present?
what could I possibly do, to share even just 1% of your pain?
What can I do to make you smile like an angel like you always do?
I dont want to be upset because I know you dont want to get people involved.
But allow me, my friend, because in this way I could feel I am connected to you.
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