I think that also kept me equipped for the weekend.
in EBS today, we looked at the story about Jesus and the storm
Well, this is not my first time reading this passage, but the key message was refreshing.
How do you know you are WORRIED?
What do you do when you think you are worried?
I asked myself, somehow deeply inside my heart, there are lot of things I am worried about.
And I am sure I am not the only one experiencing this kind of burden
I worry, I always worry when I think I have done something wrong and when things cannot be undone
When things I have said couldnt be taken back.
I have lost a couple of friends in my life so far
Purely based on some reasons:
Selfishness
Being Self-centered
Pride
and sometimes, it's just that person has changed and you could do NOTHING about it.
perhaps, there are challenges that really just strike you with no warning
Some foreseeing problem you might choose to ignore it
The meaning of death was mentioned today
I could hear God's voice so clearly
Death not only means physically, but relationship with people.
Yes, when I lost a friend, it's heart breaking
the connection between me and that friend is broken
ultimately, when we die, how many things you could take with you when you leave the world behind?
Today,I am not afraid, because I am in a relationship with Jesus and those I love whole-heartedly
I used to choose to walk away, or keep repeating the mistake because simply I did not want to admitt that I was wrong.
In fact, I kept walking, with worries, I knew I could have turned for help, but I didnt.
Stubborn I call it then
Within God, I know now relationship/ friendship can be re-built
and I need to praise God
I thought I would live in days of doubting people, blaming people, living in worries even though I have known you.
Like the disciples, at times, I dont feel confident.
But today you have shown me that it is possible
when you open your heart, with honesty, with love, there is courage.
The tragic Black Swan, she really could have another 2nd chance
She chose death
Her relationship with her mum, friends, teacher (even though they might not have treated her righteously)
she couldnt take anything with her when she died
this is REAL death
Eternal life simply means, a relationship with those you love and God who loves us more than anyone else in the world. Because it is the most promising love ever.
Even at times, friendship could change because people changes all the time
unpredictable
A fruitful life is God's grace. Not because I am capable, but because when everything is not in my control, I could give my life.
Everything makes sense because I believe in him
thank you, for healing our wounds
enabling me to become humble
for a very long time, today I could see your great work
my new fellowship family, my church life, the changes in myself and people around me
It's not co-incidence
haha nothing can be more light hearted than God's words, erasing all the anxious and fearful feelings
A very long day ended wtih
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