retirement

Had a few days off completely
Alone

Sorted out applications

 Gor said "it's good for you, particularly when you dont know how to rest, you can take time to slow yourself down"

At the beginning, so not used to this "quiet life", no rush for lectures, for sorting this and that out
I realised I hadnt have one day off since so long ago.
From start of year 1, till May, then Summer job, Summer course, O-Camp, Welcoming event rehersals, summer projects, year 2 until this point

finally submitted the last coursework.

I sat in front of the PC for 10 mins, yeh all I could do is wait.

I couldnt help but I constantly trying to find activities to fill up any gap of my schedule
Afraid of being "free"

But after this week, I think I began to enjoy this temporary "retired" life
Reading books that I like
Do running for as long as I like, wonder around
and reading bible again not just before/after fellowship or sunday service.

Seeing friends again in London
and quite enjoying being a driver and housewife for my brother, it kind of feels
good :)

hehehee