Admitt

I have never been in a proper relationship.

I dont dare to say I know what it feels like to be heart broken.

Yet, it hurts, over 3 years, my focus had always been on you.

People said everyone has rights to "like" someone.

I did not feel I have the right to make a love confession, because I have hurt someone with a selfish heart.

Because, I dont trust myself.

What if this isnt real? What if this is just an illusion.

I held myself back for a few years and came to this point, tired.
I dont want to follow it any more

I hated myself so much that I could almost tear myself into pieces.

I heard a voice, the good news is God loves me.

I dont care what people are saying any more, can there be any other greater Love than this?

Knowing that I should love God more than anyone,

I simply not trying hard enough.