New year resolution

I have one main resolution this year
I have to sort out this feeling...Need to pray hard for God to give me strength for forgiveness.

Even though it hurts if the picture of that person pops up, I need to forgive, I dont know how to forget something so easily

but it's time to face it up and stop mourning and let this feeling haunt me for the rest of my life and affecting my relationship.

so...everytime if I am tempted to look up something I should never see again, I shall pray to Father, to keep myself away