Tears brought us closer

It's never been so painful since last Christmas.

Though been dealing with all the struggles after all these months, it came to a point where I got lost and not able to see where I am and where I am heading to.

When I ask God for help, i want to know exactly the right way to love.

When I said I want to give up, I thought this is the right thing to do and I would feel peace at heart for doing something that I thought God would appreciate.

But after having said that, I couldnt feel the peace.

Unlike last time, I knew it was right to keep a distance. At Christmas, it was painful but i could feel the peace.

This time I couldnt, whether becos the love has grown even stronger than before, or...perhaps I was really discouraged and lost.

I feel today, theres a reason why I ve made the decision to find you, to be there for you.
I want to know, I prayed and asked God.

when we both gave in ourselves and the truthful tears

nothing can replace it

Even I am the only one focusing on God, I shall protect both of us because I should believe that since i ve made the decision, God is walking with me.

Unless one day He has to take you away from me, then I'll obey and accept.

let now...we could both rest in His Arm, enjoying the seed of peace growing within our heart.

Thanks for your hand, for holding on to mine tightly.