All that matters

A lot of people told me to "follow my heart" when I cant make a decision.

I heard it again today

I am not sure if I am gona like being who I am if I follow my heart.

If I try to be someone I'd like myself to be, I surely am able to do it.

But it's blue.

Yeah, I would rather step back

I am not losing anything and I am not gaining anything

Like cycling. today I see the very beautiful side of HK, they really made me feel excited
I saw this really extraordinary view, and all I could do was cycling by.

Admiring it.
Yea, what else I can do.

Very rarely, I saw many stars shimmering in Hong Kong
They made me feel particularly lonely today.

I took a deep breath, trying to feel something inside.

searching for that joy I had today.