Finally, able to say goodbye to my "first love" :)

it is hard to describe in words, how unfair it is, everytime it's me to be blamed.

I miss mama, papa and gor gor today.

being dependent is making me weak

I dont want to be like this.

somewhere deep inside
feels like wanting to cry out loud.

it's never gona be my turn
though I have faith one day that someone would understand.

theres pain, but I know I'll be okay,
toughness is what I aim for.

Missing out.

Trying hard to treasure those around me

How weird that I seemed to have missed out treasuring those who cares about me most.

My parents are a set of good examples.

愛.寂寞

Uncle Brian said  :不要因為寂寞而愛人，不要因為愛錯人而寂寞一生！很有意思啊！

Admitt

I have never been in a proper relationship.

I dont dare to say I know what it feels like to be heart broken.

Yet, it hurts, over 3 years, my focus had always been on you.

People said everyone has rights to "like" someone.

I did not feel I have the right to make a love confession, because I have hurt someone with a selfish heart.

Because, I dont trust myself.

What if this isnt real? What if this is just an illusion.

I held myself back for a few years and came to this point, tired.
I dont want to follow it any more

I hated myself so much that I could almost tear myself into pieces.

I heard a voice, the good news is God loves me.

I dont care what people are saying any more, can there be any other greater Love than this?

Knowing that I should love God more than anyone,

I simply not trying hard enough.