laughing really gives people a lot of energy

:D

There could be so much other meaningful things to do in life

Yet, there are always people with no better business sending flirty messages around

They really like getting in to people's life when they dont have to take any responsibility of what they said and did.

Just stay away

and dont get any closer to hurt people I care dearly.

Not just London, it just happens everywhere

Back to normal again

logically speaking,

It's not my first time seeing my parents off to Hong Kong.
This is at least 20th or more time saying Goodbye

The most difficult one was in year 7, seeing the honda red car disappearing in a distance, I knew I would see them again very shortly, but that moment was always uneasy.

The second one, was probably in year 11 when I know they couldnt come to Speech day to support me. Knowing I got to be understanding, I didnt like seeing them leaving.

The most recent one, was year 1 in Uni, not so used to leaving London behind, and going to a strange place.

But then Bath became like a home
London is also my home
yeh, Hong Kong, perhaps, too.

I didnt expect this time was uneasy
it is going to be a long time before I could see them and I wonder, how much would I change by the next time we meet again.

When I left London, I miss it
When I left Bath, I miss it too

May be it does take time for one to enjoy the presence, it's certainly taking my time here


箴 言 Proverbs

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你 要 切 切保 守 你 心 、 勝 過 保 守 一 切 , 因 為 一 生 的 果 效 、 是 由 心 發 出

Be a man

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women are annoying creatures

I know

it's childish to say so,

but can I be a man pls?

lui yun hoooo marn farn

On the wheels

I realised I have always been so lucky to be a passenger throughout my 20 yrs life time

Bits and pieces, mummy used to take me to school, driving 20mins from Yuen Long to Kowloon Tong.
Daddy, always picking me up/dropping me to school when he came over to London. Those days, were somehow the best quality family time I had in my life. just that few days away from boarding school every year, always left me precious memories.

Listening to my favourite music, sometimes I teased my dad for his driving skills and lack of observation.

Now sitting on the driver seat, made me feel so different. I am in control of everything.

Mum was sitting behind

Been to Bicester for so many times, finally, I made my own way there today.

Have been waited for this day for a long time

Cant wait till the moment to pick Benson up tomorrow from station after work. It was my aim ever since that accidence, to be your driver.

it's gona be such short period of time again, for 4 of us to be together.
Let me take wherever you wana go, Mum, dad, for you have done enough for me already
Then obviously, work ;) I will make sure thats happening too

finally, you two can sit comfortably (erm perhaps I do need a lot more practices so that you two wouldnt worry as much )

Today I looked at her back as she walked away. I did not realise she is so fragile, petite
May be this is ageing
It was a sour feeling arising within myself,
want to treasure these days for she could still see my face so clearly now

How frightening it is then, when I could just appear as a white big block in her eyes

That's...something I cant imagine.

Precious moment is always short and sweet

3 months, not too long, not too short

Met a group of lovely people from fellowship.

Remembering the day I moved into 3rd Avenue no.48, I didnt know the majority of them. 

Now, moving out of this room, what I am gona miss is not just the Bath Starry nights,

not just the shimmering sunlight (occasionally) diffusing across my room

but the ones who you have once shared your heart with.

Will be missing the fact of walking around oldfield park and bumping to friends on the road

Missing the performances on high street on a sunny Sunday

Though, I am already used to the fact of "come and go"

I meet a lot of people in life, they could be just one of the passengers who played a small part in your life frame-work.

Some, they would always stay within your "framework", no matter where you go.

Packing and unpacking, such a regular gestures since living in a boarding school.

It's unexpected. 

Tonight, particularly felt that friends are such amazing gifts. Just a simple smile and hug, I could give everything away.

Winter, thanks for being such amazing partner, always looking out for us, ur card meant a lot to me.

Cyrus, shame just starting to get to know you more in such short time in Jan, tough, sweet and humourous, just loving it being around with you

Chan Sai kit, the happy bean in our group, your massive smile is more encouraging than you ever know

Sally, the journey from heathrow wouldnt be so light-hearted without your presence that morning.

Jennifer, the always happy and mature one, big sis :)

Candy, sweet and caring, japanese buddy

Group 2 you guys are amazing

Need I say more? I moved into the empty room, leaving it as an empty room

I am taking a lot away with me

your encouragements, our memories

Moment is short,

But there are many moments, sweet ones

I am looking forward to be back, with hopefully gaining a lot more in London with me

and not coming back in bare hands.

Will see you all soon again
Last day of packing up
I am gona enjoy a cup of Starbucks Hazulnut Hot Chocolate,
Walk around the city once again before leaving it behind till months after

Time to say bye now

Vice versa

甚麼令懦弱變得神勇，
令挑剔變得包容，
令倔強變得溫柔，
令平庸變得出眾？


又有甚麼令聰明變得愚昧，
令冷靜變得衝動，
令豁達變得小器，
令自主變得盲從？


This debate could have gone on forever, when I havent got work to catch up on